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Atoms Contemplating Atoms

by Alalu

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1.
Semi Automatic 03:28
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Semi Automatic when you tried to control me In your home, ain't no sense in feeling lonely Light the fire, tell the liars what it do This what you ever knew becoming true Again Unloaded following the same patterns to what end This ain't moulded I'm mad nor disgusted You changed the shade above your head All my demons haunt my bed But it's cool and that I get Change in tide is normal Jesus Christ, can ask my man Just messing What attracts to you is a blessing Hope you know that right Don't vibe with politicians cool with killing kids Fresh out the system like I logged off And you bogged down in moments Weights a tonne, I'm losing pounds too Semi Automatic when you tried to control me In your home, ain't no sense in feeling lonely Light the fire, tell the liars what it do This what you ever knew becoming true Again X2 It's your test to never resurrect One life over five, it seems your fames a wreck In your case they always win, they always do Say that again They always win, they always do Men seem more sensitive Unity and apprehension Turned your soul away from these outcomes and this algorithim People please stop giving knowledge away for free Waste your words on those who wouldn't pay the fee Suspect to your case, though the crime I'll never see Shared a couple million arguments and where it get us Far enough past us not to sound so bitter Sunflowers and no painkillers cause I'm crawling from the gutter Semi Automatic when you tried to control me In your home, ain't no sense in feeling lonely Light the fire, tell the liars what it do This what you ever knew becoming true Again
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Beautiful & Ordinary 03:01
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Forgot my eyes, but the perspective has changed In the ordinary we will be okay It's so beautiful this life So let's live it Let's breathe it Carry me as I ascend Thank God I saw him twice No rights Incredible It's in audible huh Trying to fight the poison from the sky Beautiful and Ordinary uh It's so Ordinary uh Beautiful you tell your girl Beautiful you tell your girl Beautiful you tell your girl, uh In your skin Peel the consciousness For the win My defense I'm bipolar or something This is all I have now and I'm adjusting quick Grab the torch disappear What's really here Atoms with more atoms Stopped sipping the beer Stopped on the codeine Never felt so clean Comfortably so ordinary see my future from the screen See you in my dreams still Will fade I'm afraid Forgot my eyes, but the perspective has changed In the ordinary we will be okay It's so beautiful this life So let's live it Let's breathe it Carry me as I ascend Thank God I saw him twice No rights Incredible It's in audible huh Trying to fight the poison from the sky Beautiful and Ordinary uh It's so Ordinary uh Beautiful you tell your girl Beautiful you tell your girl Beautiful you tell your girl, uh Feels like the last time I'm starting something All or nothing Never flying off again, face your fears, might-a saved us then Float to Nibiru Real life in Preston Ah well Man better set sail if you're trying to yell Ran outta care now I'm here Sincerity Its a merit to dissapear cause of fear Rather be on the Lear Not the way i will ascend I'm dependent on you still, I can't pretend
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Surrounded By Nothing 01:48
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If you want to dance tonight be good We're surrounded by the wolves in the night moon They are tough Uncertainty with a touch I'm lying in my bed with all the lies I told myself but letting go is best Your ascendence was criminal When you're wrapped around thorns Beyond the holocene I found my place in Halls All our smells, they linger Like the bands around your finger Call me when you're used I am the sun, the moon (I am nothing) I am nothing cause I am nothing to you I need love just like everyone else I need love just for one day again Call me when you're new I am the son and heir I am your despair caused by the pain we share I am nothing to you I need love everyone else, embers fall away
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Close To The Clean 03:58
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One lunar cycle till I was tying off the tight rope If you could cope well there's one thing you should know Dreams are caused from chemicals I'm clean & you didn't know Dreams are opiate smoke It ain't safe to come here no more We abuse what we love We flood our minds with drugs Sanctuary putting all my chips down on black, uh Hold me closer as I feel nothing It's all we know now I am close to the clean The fool and the fiend The poisoned dreams Caught inbetween the cracks in the screen All the better things we let them pass by All the devils you wear when you're high I know you mind One lunar cycle till I was tying off the tight rope If you could cope well there's one thing you should know Dreams are caused from chemicals I'm clean & you didn't know Dreams are opiate smoke It ain't safe to come here no more x2 Fighting free to the afterlife Stay clean just to free your mind Close to the clean and the dreams left behind The stars to me And the atoms connecting back Heaven is on Earth and I truly get that Cause I'm floating way past Saturn Death does not scare me Driving through the night Just to make it right Stay true to your soul Hope you make it through the light You came to me like a new religion and I swore it would never take me Breathe you like my name Lost to eternity I feel you in my frame This ain't no goddamn game I know you mind
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Find You Again feat. Sevenoceansdeep) [Remastered] 04:44
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Come alive or just let me die You held me when I had to cry Guide myself out my mind Especially when its valentines Curious you failed to find A centerpiece My bitter heart will never sleep I will always find you Find you Find a centerpiece My bitter heart will never sleep Always find you This ain't no Robin Thicke What I'm feeling I depict Came to my help between the clean & the sick Sat with me when i got diagnosed Why does it still tick Demons tried to defeat And I never skipped a beat Unfortunately Maybe its weird for a male to talk so openly But I encourage you to dispel your pain Just wish you carried to cope with me I know I wasn't the best Just wish the days got so easier Come alive or let me die I held you through those testing times Its a goldmine Help me fly out my mind I always find you Peacefully Sweet peace rest What I need after all All to be so sweet When i can go home and always find you I guess it kinda hurts But ill be straight gotta be More than a memory We're a fallen bridge sadly Let the future dance in the skies above our minds I accept I need to change And I'm baring out my soul this time Hope my kids understand this one Hope everyone does Even those I lost Yeah you know who you are I admit i lost some control But i imagine heavens a brighter place And yeah it can be hard But don't waste your space
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Better Yourself 02:44
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I've been on the ceiling too You should work on healing you Going through life whilst you're feeling so small Be the change you need Be the change you need Hope you find your place in your head Hope you don't end up dead cause that is such a waste of talent Watched you at your highest Although your mind was so Sensitive There needs to be more to help addicts in my opinion Opiates kill religion to these people Nothing equals THAT elevation Damn, I wish I could have been there As a buddy and a colleague if you needed some patience Words you graced under my creations I've been on the ceiling too You should work on healing you Going through life whilst you're feeling so small Be the change you need Be the change you need Alligator boots With the feathers in the duvet 20 + years and you're yet to see your mood change Hope to be alright again Hope you find the light you need Hope you find the light you need I have so much in common with my friends We'll do this shit till very end Sevenoceans, Christian yeah My brothers till this life runs short Helped me at the lowest when they steered my inner focus A bond I didn't have at that time with Aims but it's right One wish I have We do One last piece Even if it's not received Cause it keeps me going, that's word to James I'm a bastard from a bastard so I get it know But it gets the letters out Terror's all you think you have Well you know how to get it out Creating is your patience Gonna waste it
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Odyssey 03:34
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In my odyssey fall from grace is long and ever present Dancing with the pagans kiss the ground and rise to heaven Breathe in the cold air, this is the rebirth The landscape has changed since I arrived on this Earth Got tunnel vison like a cyclops Fallen angel without wings Who knows whey they're gonna fly from Politics is on everyones agenda now the kids are crying and you really ought to comfort her You know I'm from Sumer In a made up social construct It is hard to know what's real Fake news brigade Gotta live through Brexit deals 140 bpm I'm playing A1Radio Soul is At The Movies In my odyssey fall from grace is long and ever present Dancing with the pagans kiss the ground and rise to heaven Breathe in the cold air, this is the rebirth The landscape has changed since I arrived on this Earth x2 What you mean breaking through this holocene It's an odyssey in this time for me Fight the ground say your peace All we're destined to do is to live in trees and our means 10 year journey back from battle hence the title Uncertainty we all dancing long the tight rope Alive though Who knows what's coming Moneys running through their thumbs There's winners and there's learners it's a job to play real dumb If it's all the same to earners Christen the change and adapt Find your cure for inner battles Galactus back from Troy with his justice and no gavel Call me Alalu cause my mental travels In my odyssey fall from grace is long and ever present Dancing with the pagans kiss the ground and rise to heaven Breathe in the cold air, this is the rebirth
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Bottomless 03:03
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Judge me by how I take surprises Fall from seasons I'm beyond the labels that I get Kick your habit I don't have to treat this This all or nothing It is bottomless Face your planet and be accountable Oh no You think these people never felt how we get Really sucks to notice it's all acustomed Hence why I am singing this I can't judge no more Elections coming up Politicians eating up my TV time Excuse me, I am trying to shut it up Force awakening I feel I'm due for the up and coming up Gracefully received your scattered listens Patterns in my behaviour I'm due to change the workings; The pistons in my gears aren't as good Should have been What you believe what you think Well I like to know God or Devil real or all for show I lack the meaning so I dare answer Does the sky cry when we explode unplug the router There's bad guys in the mountains Searching through your browser Got goals in my Arsenal and that is word to Arsene ha... I've been at the peak and valleys every week I am interested in who knows the things that I feel Floating like the Annunaki stinging like a bee Do I love you now Well let the bottle see Killing pain the only way I see Fall from seasons I'm beyond the labels that I get Elon going to Mars Word, he gotta pay a debt I'm still Alalu in life and death
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Impress Me Much feat. Sevenoceansdeep [Remastered] 04:13
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No, that really don't impress me much Need more than a tender touch You push me down when you pick me up Wonder why I even gave a fuck How do you recognise your eyes when the mirror's changed How the Summer sun makes me welcome the sun In this time I feel okay In this town I feel okay No sense that the gun takes me out Crazy in the castle of my mind heading south Angel you protected the kids from our battle Now I wish I took you to the place This tunnel vision depression is cured by your face Greetings made me welcomed to your grace It is Atoms within Adam now there's billions left to waste All I wish is for a smile upon your face Silvergunned into your pennies, now there's shame Why does the Winter rain want me to change Why's the transition into sane so clear Now I cut off their aims Better find me near No no no no Oh oh oh oh Let the smoke clear Dancing with the dangers what's here Show me how to live, thought I needed the lesson Believe in yourself and that's word up to Seven Reservations into heaven charge that to the debit Your mind is your mind, it's your choice if you let it win Thought I really gave a fuck, turns out I didn't Thrown mementos doesn't mean I do not miss it Rosy dawned fingers it is cold where we meet The island that we left was the final straw to me Enough Sand creates mounds Enough Water creates tides Where do you share your lonely days I got a wish but they're not mine Remains for older place now the people pay and watch My sanity is the drug oh boy oh boy do I want My sanity is the drug oh boy oh boy how I lost
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Untitled... 02:25
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Look after your family Behind with anxiety Crippled and it's ironing my ego Free from sight Give a break to yourself Stop being so hard on yourself Oh my God, I shoulda felt when my Grandmother died But it twisted away my moments burned away tonight I am sorry I lied all those times I can't control myself some times Struggle to communicate unless it's in a rhyme Letting people down, it's a cycle Cannot forsea these poems Twist of fate and you're broken By my words on this final page my Sun appears frozen I loved a whole lot and the fallout from that Leads to addiction for me Final page I am at Have so many words but it's feeling untitled Learned from role models, it is them who inspire us Say a whole lot it is untitled I'm not shocked at this position but understanding's an issue My folks sip each day and I've inherited that shit too Except I'm not fond of alcohol I prefer to wallow in my ghosts and feel no pain Speaking of which, where's the roach Found my favourite relations don't share my blood But if the apple be the root then I know where it's from Said it doesn't fall far but some spells are still in play
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Damaged & Myself 02:59
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All of our sins become our leaves for it's finite in it's base Test me oh sincerity I've been towards the grave It's easy to conclude how your cards were dealt unfairly Swallowed by the sea of things committed early Recorded your concern now we're here Twist the facts if it suits you back Some people can't believe we're blowing up their streets again I think too much but I'm damaged and myself Damaged and myself Swim if you can oh the chariot flies down the road through the barrior I cannot see my face in here Never will I feel you near The sky is so low that it's changing how I see some facts Play me front or back Echoes or moving past Summarising my last year What a crazy time but I got my act together like I'm sabbath Loaded on this sabbath Feeling silence is my treasure keep your mind at ease Trust the senses you've attained Rely on your brain to keep you sane Trust what I am saying Been so far away Yet at home when I pay the prices Oh and please stop if you telling lies it's not good to these kids who are listening Turning into savages Doing things for anxiety but you're a man So it's a myth to have that Yeah right I've been this way all my life All of our sins become our leaves for it's finite in it's base Test me oh sincerity I've been towards the grave It's easy to conclude how your cards were dealt unfairly Swallowed by the sea of things committed early Recorded your concern now we're here Twist the facts if it suits you back Some people can't believe we're blowing up their streets again I think too much but I'm damaged and myself Damaged and myself x2
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Fruit Of The Flesh 02:51
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Don't you lose your hope or Lose your feelings Help someone's life today and find the meaning Release the grasp your heads so far away yet so close to us I cannot take these questions Stuck to this overwatch I can't really question what I am taught But they teach you open-mindedness Some use Some abuse Some lose too It's all caught in the twisted sake of ghosts Oh man its been a fun few year but it arrives at this close Chapter 11 I'm past your cares and I know Know that I'm gone Believe in your soul seek the truths as they leak Don't waste your words on these people No dont waste your words on these people Let me down slowly the floors in site to me Ironically I wrote this song in Taurus one year post Horus was long past ex-girl I made it for Can't believe it's been so long, really thought about it this morning as I woke to another day, in my fucking head Just don't judge me as I fall into me What did you expect as I fall into me Sail to home free to roam Sail to home free to roam alone

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released May 25, 2018

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